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Thursday, November 12, 2009

There are alot of things that we take for granted in our life and i hope God can forgive me for not thanking him everyday and always seems to focus most of our times of negative sides of life. i was inspired from reading kerygma, so i put up a list on why im so blessed and why im thankful everyday.

1. God- for being there always through everything and just loving me for who i am unconditionally.
2.Family- i always knew that family is important, but now i experienced how essential they are in my life--- i think about how i neglected them for the past years and it just saddens me that ive done that. I think God put us in that situation to make us learn from our mistakes and appreciate whats right in front of us. (ma, pa, kuma ness, donn, dale, & mae- i love my family).

3.friends- i only have a few people that i consider as my friends, and theyre the people that ive known for a very long time, i can count on them. you know who you are :) love you guys.

4. my health- i was seriously freaking out when the doctor told me i have pneumonia. in korea. i was definitely contemplating on just packing my bag (right there and then-even if im sick as a dog) to go home. my right chest still hurts when i cough and i still feel pressure on that side, especially when i lay down flat..but im thankful that im able and strong enough to enjoy my days.

5. the shelter, food, clothings..and the many infinite things that God gave me for the last 25 years of my life...HE always provided me only if its good for me.

6. my job - even if this job gives me grief soo many times, the children do give me inspiration to continue on.

7.the many many opportunities- and able to dream the many possibilities that God provides for me and my family. for the opportunity to live and work in korea and visit many places. many opportunity to travel around with my family and friends. the opportunity to fall in love and heart ache--to learn from it.

8.the experiences- the many mistakes, the past relationships, people i lost, people i gained as friends, past jobs, broken hearted, the struggles to get better- physically, mentally and emotionally, experiences that made me who iam today...etc etc.

the list is longer.. but these are the essentials. thank you so much Lord for everything.

*been listening to alot of old songs lately, so heres the latest: Aaron Neville and Linda Ronstadt "all my life"

Hey, I've looked all my life for you.

And I never really knew how to love
I just hope somehow I'd see
I ask for a little help from above
Send an angel down to me

over and out 3:30 PM

PROFILE

ME, MYSELF, AND I
heyaa!
mmmkae.im a bad mama jamma mayyn. em, sometimes.
yet, neurotic, dork, at times weirdo, and a wee-bit cynical chinky eyed chick..
but still one of a kind.
livin' life with all the ups and downs. but bada-ba-ba im lovin' it.

"all you need is that perfect song on that perfect drive to make you feel infinite."

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MY uber LOVE LIST:
GOD. my lovely familia. superduper friends. music makes you lose control. ART!!! museums. galleries. sketches. letters. kodak memories. pecan pie. peach cobbler with ice cream. FOOD, FOOD, FOOD. love teaching kids. phone fetish. hugs and kisses. share love, give love. sunsrise. sunsets. stars. travel. concerts. movies. beaches. et cetera et cetera et cetera. LET GO AND DONT EVER LOOK BACK.

credits

designer: kath leen
inspiration: kat rina for the blogger time codes & jas mine for the navigations
image: chipelgal
brushes: evyblack & yumei_k & ewanism & juvenilecasualty & missm & moargh & petticoatrow