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Monday, September 14, 2009

so sunday i was at jeonju.. its been a challenge in trying to find an English mass around here in nonsan..so when i found one in jeonju i was definitely happy and im able to feel better, because i really feel like im missing something in my life. ive been asked to some of the foreigners about my religion and why is it necessary.. i believe that being catholic is definitely the biggest important aspect of me. i dont really know how to explain how its who iam. what my beliefs in my life. its one of the things that ties me to GOD. the people that i hang out with, are so surprise that i got to mass every Sunday. and i dont like it when they start talking about my religion and how were just all Jesus freaks or something.. like being proud of your own religion is crazy. being catholic and my belief in Christ, Mary and saints are an essential part of me, because theyre the reason iam here,living. i just feel so sorry for some people that are so ignorant and close-minded, that they have to criticise everything that is not normal for them. why do we have brains, if we cant be open to things around us? the world is definitely evolving and its scary, but i know im not alone, because i have HIM in my life. if everything falls apart, i know one thing that he is constant all the time.

it was definitely a challenge trying to get to that english mass yesterday, but yesterday, was definitely one of the days that God is great all the time.
i was definitely lost for an hour walking around, i dont know anyone and i dont know the language, so even if i talk to other ppl they just dont know anything that i say or understand. but on the other hand, im also fortunate that God helps me to find ppl who can help me,like yesterday. i was ready to give up, i was ready to go back to Nonsan, i told HIM that to forgive me that i missed the mass already. but as i was hailing a taxi, i stopped at 7-11 so that maybe they can help me out, but it was much more better, it turns out i found a british fellow and his wife and kids, which led me to finding a filipino restaurant, which the filipina owner pointed me towards the school, where the mass is held. i came late that day, but i met alot of filipinos. i got some filipino food (bud-bud) and met great people along the way.
life is really like that, we get lost sometimes... but what really helps is that you talk to him. and with patience he will guide you in the right place, in HIS right time. i think if your dreams and desire is align with serving God, he will definitely will not lead you to astray. just gotta have faith and patience. til next time.

over and out 12:34 AM

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