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Tuesday, September 1, 2009

8.01pm. pc bang.

it freakin reaks like cigarettes here. im sorrounded by men, who's busy playing web games.
im waiting for ness or anyone to go online. i seriously need to vent!

so i arrived yesterday at my apartment at around 4pm.. korean time.
so apparently the old tenant was still there, lets call her by the name "britney"...
i had a feeling i wasnt gonna like her. she just had a major attitude and she was just huge.i was supposedly going to spend the nite with her, since shes going to move out the next day, early morning.

i was lugging my 100 pound luggages, up stairs, no elevator. and im in the 3rd floor.
luckily one of the male teacher from my school was a huge help. i was incredibly disapppointed that i the size of the apartment was not that huge. it was a studio apt. a very small studio apt. but i was very optimistic, because i can rearranged my furniture and everything...

but that wasnt my biggest problem, THE APARTMENT WAS JUST SOOOOOO DIRTY! THERE WAS HAIR, MINI, CUT HAIR, LIKE IT WAS SOME SORT OF BEAUTY SHOP WHO NEVER CLEANS UP!!! wteff. mother effffer! i examined the whole apartment. as soon as you walk inside the bathroom, it friggin reakkss like urine! and wahts worst is that the sink drainage was completely shut off.. soo she had the audacity to say "oh just put some draino on" .. seriously. fuck.

this is ridiculous.

so i went with rory to get some stuff for the apt..like food, blankets, CLEANING SUPPLIES, and a desk (coz apparently britney was too good for a desk, its in the bloody contract!)..

so i came back from grocery shopping, well guess where my luggages went... at the balcony!!! and she told me that i was going to sleep at the balcony!!!! she had the sheets all laid out. but she never even ask me if i can sleep at least inside! luckily, the balcony is all covered.

so aside with all these shit, i just found out that theres NO INTERENET ACCESS IN THE BUILDING TEMPORARILY. soo i was just a mess last nite. i couldnt go to sleep coz im sleeping next to the washing machine.. theres hairss everywhere in the floor. and i was really contemplating that i should definitely go home now. as in noww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just end up crying the whole nite.. and i prayed that everything will get better.

so today, i woke up at 6am. she already was gone when i woke up. i start cleaning up to this pig stye...its improving. i think.

went to COSTCO with rory in daejon. its huge! i had a great time with her. it was so nice being outside. and we didnt have school today, so technically TOMORROW is my first day. but since i dont have the internet.. i dont even know how im gonna do my presentation for tomm. i just hope i dont teach first period.

then went back to cleaning...i finally cleaned the bathroom. its kinda improving. the only thing that sucks about this bathroom, aside being soo tiny. i literally shower in front of the sink. for real. i need to upload lots of pictures but i cant. since i dont have freaking internet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!! seriously im really thinking of leaving. like this december and not coming back ever.
so you know what i did to the sink, well i bought draino. but i used one of the metal chopstick and stick inside the drain.. and you know what ive got a handful of hairrrrrrrrrrrssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its disgusting. what eff! was she half dog or something, that sheds all the friggin time.. there was hair hair everywhere!

but when i was actually cleaning, i was thinking, that i am pretty lucky that i had a great room back home in texas and great bathroom that does not stink and not clogged by hairs! and i MISS MY FAMILY! i keep thinking why on earth did i even do this. i dont really know if these are worth it anymore.

TO MY FAMILY: if your reading all this, if i dont get online tommorrow nite, i probably still dont have internet access. ill talk to u guys hopefully at school tomm. i miss you guys. i hope papa got to new york safe? did mae already has the mri results? hows everything? i really want to talk to yall and see yall, just right now i cant :( im just kinda sad about this. so just email or facebook me. and ill check it as soon as i can. pls take good care of each other or wherever yall are at. i love you guys. God bless.

over and out 3:53 AM

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mmmkae.im a bad mama jamma mayyn. em, sometimes.
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