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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Dear Ann,

Don't give up. Life rewards those who persevere.
I promise you that if you don't give up, ultimately, you will
find that open door. It has been waiting for you.

Your Door Opener,
God

P.S. When the going gets tough, the tough get going. Ann, I
made you tough.

i think this quote is definitely see through me, ive struggling alot in my life. i struggle how a person i loved didnt see me for what iam and the worth...just basically threw me, us away. iam struggling to repair those who ive hurt and those who suffer because of my depression (especially my family). im struggling to have more faith in HIM. im struggling to live my life as HE would want me to. Im struggling to wake up to a new country which i dont know the language.. etcetra...so life is a struggle. and im still here, but im here because HE is, guiding me through everthing.

i subscribed this God whispers club from kerygma (which is run by bo sanchez), i love it. because it makes you feel all good inside and inspire you throughout your whole day. now a days, i find inspiration through alot of things, people. there are so much goodness out there, that if you see through the bad stuff, its just been right in front of you. you dont really need money to see the good stuff, if you set aside and actually realize that everyday is a blessing... you'd be surprise what life has to offer you.

so everyday when i get to school, i have to check with the teachers and check my temperature, before i have to enter the school. this is really crazy since the teachers doesnt have to do this, i have to, because im a foreigner. so the students look at me, like i have swine flu or something. which is lame. but this time, i really wanted them to tell me to go home, coz im just dont feel too good. i dunno if its just the weather (because its been raining and cold outside)or the food or all of the above. i just feel like i just got hit by the bus.i dont have a fever so i cant really go home. but i feel like passing out. i miss home, especially now. when i do get sick my parents and my siblings are there. and my mom would make me soup and bring the medicine. but i guess thats the price of being an adult and living on your own. i hate it. but i have no choice but to deal with it...soo update later then..im about to go home soon..

over and out 12:29 AM

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ME, MYSELF, AND I
heyaa!
mmmkae.im a bad mama jamma mayyn. em, sometimes.
yet, neurotic, dork, at times weirdo, and a wee-bit cynical chinky eyed chick..
but still one of a kind.
livin' life with all the ups and downs. but bada-ba-ba im lovin' it.

"all you need is that perfect song on that perfect drive to make you feel infinite."

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MY uber LOVE LIST:
GOD. my lovely familia. superduper friends. music makes you lose control. ART!!! museums. galleries. sketches. letters. kodak memories. pecan pie. peach cobbler with ice cream. FOOD, FOOD, FOOD. love teaching kids. phone fetish. hugs and kisses. share love, give love. sunsrise. sunsets. stars. travel. concerts. movies. beaches. et cetera et cetera et cetera. LET GO AND DONT EVER LOOK BACK.

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